Today was day two of work and Camp Nana. Izzy had another wonderful day and even got to visit with Grammie! The days go fast thankfully and Izzy has been a sleeping machine, which has made it easier for me knowing I am not missing too much while away. Again, without my parents, there is no way I could possibly have gone back to work, we are so lucky!!
As I reflect on the last two days, I realize a few things:
1. People DO NOT give working mothers enough credit....holy cow it is tiring waking up early and not getting naps. And it is SO hard being awau from your little one all day!
2. Pumping at work is so not fun and very time consuming, but SO worth it.
3. It really is easier to run errands midday when most are at work. Target after work with a baby is just plain crazy. Oh how I miss feeling like a rebel playing hookie from work on our midday Target runs! Now I suffer with the rest of the world who need a few things, but it takes an hour between parking and the check out.
4. I took my afternoon naps for granted during pregnancy. I am trying to get adjusted to my school schedule, but realized there is no time for naps when you have kids. However, it is the best feeling in the world when I am exhausted and had a bad day and one smile from Izzy and it is all forgotten, it is the best!!
5. I miss always having Izzy with me. I find myself looking in my mirror for her, listening to her cd, or feeling like I am missing something.
6. There is nothing better than the feeling I get when I can race out of work to go pick her up and the feeling I get when I first see her. Scratch that, there is nothing better than being bored in meetings and getting a picture text from my mom of Izzy smiling. I cannot say how amazing it is and how much it puts me at ease knowing she is happy and in such good hands all day!



